mY Low cOnfidenCe [again]
July 16, 2007 by eunikesabatina
semaLam seperti biasa jadwal rutin tuk the siLoam singers latian…
sigh…. tuk kesekian kali pula aku wondering… [huh, bukan roti wonder!]
should i be here??? look at them…. 8 orang yang laen… [jangan hitung aku] they really can sing!! but how bout me?!
sejak awal the siloam terbentuk… im wondering… why they wanted me to join?!
apa karena mbak ellen dan mas adhi diajak, jadi aku [kasian] jg diajak?
apa karena tuk "tambah2in" personel?
then, what i am now???
pemanis? pelengkap? satu2nya yg termuda, terkecil, yg masih single?
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu…..
aku tidak pernah merasa diperhitungkan di situ…
walau dari hatiku, aku senang berada di antara mereka "the siLoam singers"
its my honour….
sigh…. but why….????
should i go??? i know, i’ll go sumday…. i cant always be the part of them…
but, will i go with nothing??? no feeling appreciated?!
i dunno…. maybe i should…
for now, here i am… just the youngest personnel of the siLoam singers…
no talent or ability… just want to worship Thee…
